and then i went back

didnt tell anyone that i was back till i got down the bus.

i went to bagan with joanne and surprised d. she said this a few days ago before i even know i was going down .

d: dont come and surprise me i tell you, i'll slap you.

haha. and she did not slap me. =D

love you d!

and then we went downtown , ss, fame and mois.

hm. met a few friends. nothing change. yea, nothing.

b.

in a tiny box

im so stuck, i cant even move an inch now. what the hell? it only looks like there ARE choices, but f'k you. not even a choice.

life's a mess.

my last night,it seems.

gspot!! dasha was singing in gspot and it was my last night, so i went for it. really sad at the end of the night. not much to say, i really miss her!


penny


her B and my D

apparently these are the only 2 photos im in, so much for my many pictures night, wasnt really in the mood either. but i will always smile if there's a camera in front of me. =)

im a junior!

do you remember what its like on the first day of kindergarten? everyone knows what kids do on their first day, and they think they know what they did on their first day, can you exactly remember what you did? honestly i cant remember my first day. there are many different types of people. some are the shy type, some are those who desperately need friends so they wouldnt be alone, some are just ..i dont know. a loner i guess...

my class is starting next monday, so yeah, meeting new people, new friends.' new best friends.' hahaha! especially new roommates and housemates.

the point is, im actually going to college now!! i dont know anyone there, and in the freshman's year. feels like when i was 7 years old, standard 1 waiting to be in standard 6.

the only think is that there wont be any booksmart student or the nerd of the year who always gets first in class tryna impress the parents with good grades bla bla bla, but there are only gonna be the capable ones, competitions between the competetive ones, the real skill and talent. this is the real deal.

i bet im gonna s p r e a d myself real thin this time, doing this and that at the same time. sigh

but this is that part of life where you tip toe your way up. i'll tyr to jump.haha. 7 years of tip-toe-ing? i'll ended up having no feet. double sigh. i'll see what brings.

i'll definitely miss penang, last year i was so eager to go to kl but now .. i just dont. penang is the laid back relaxing place to be in, whereas kl? the first thing you'll hear or smell when you open the window are the smell of gasses and the honkings of vehicles. so noisy. i feel like a grandmother, haha. but yea, its a very hectic city . besides, im not ready to live in a city yet. triple sigh.

but im ready to see the drama of my college. i hope im the audience. haha.

packed my bags, physically ready to move. *shouting*

how can you leave this ?

but my college is moving to a better environment than the one it is located in now. in september i guess. this is the new one.

isnt it pretty? i have this thing for pretty places.

but i'll be coming back to penang quite often, i hope.

b.

a longgggggggggggggggggggggggg day

im trying to emphasize the long word, but i think i reached the maximum. haha. but damnnn, i seriously had a long day. was so tired, didnt had enough sleep the day before.

i went for lunch with penny, unlce clive , jack and hector in bbb and then to wawasan university for the carnival. was under the sun for 2 hours , sitting down on the grass of the field. what to do ? we're your die hard fans D. haha. jack, omesh, D and i stayed till 8 then dinner. and i went back to D's place, and then straight to gspot. we were so tired!! i dont know why we went, but we wanted to go, so we did. and left at 1. i crashed out right away.

the day was weird, really weird.

b.

their independence day.

it was a blue, red and white party night in bagan. joanne and i couldnt decide on the outfits, i ended up wearing everything red and she wore all the colours except blue. bagan was quite packed, but i missed d's set. joanne picked me up quite late, reached there around 11ish, her set ends at 10.30. pfffttttt. but we partied together. =) last few nights with you, i'll miss you priyadashini!!!!

b.