a week of leisure

as usual every morning, my head jerks up as soon as the morning light creeps itself through the curtains and into the room.
it's either my sis's room or jade's. sigh.
i've been staying with jade in kelana jaya and claud in bangsar.
oh ya, im currently in kl, bumming my ass around.
walking around. blarhh.
pretty boring.

see you soon mr.blog. as you can see im very bored now.

toodles..

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ohmmmm....

i think i'll be practicing mudras from now on.

ohmmmmm... do not disturb me... lalat... ohmmmm

awesome, ain't it.

they've already voted for the new NEW seven wonders???!

the old one was the great wall of china,the roman colloseum,taj mahal and etc. but some said some old ones are in the 'new' seven wonders of the world.

hm? that's why we always question the history.

ah yea.

this is my favourite, aurora . out of the millions amazing things god did, this is one of my favourite. they are actually natural lights which fall on the sky, it is an effect known as the aurora borealis. some people call this phenomenon the 'dance of the spirits'

few of my favourite images

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twirly twice thinking mind

it.

i am not going to allow some random, inexplicable feeling to get me down...
but it does, all the time!
that huge, horrible thing that weighed on me for months and yet still flickering through my fantasies. this dread that i am feeling would not pass. its taunting my mind to be in a state which right goes wrong or vice versa. needless to say, the non fiction afterthought didnt agree with me.
i shall not know a moment's peace till i have a decision! i'd

sent myself mad if i kept changing my mind.

i'll feel a reprise of the feelings i had as a kid when i scribble shits on my sketch book.
it explains the feeling,it sets my mind awhirl, it sets my feet a dancing.
i have a pure passion for it, no doubt. but which path?

all of us are breaking our way through to the surface of something. some tiptoed, some jumped, some wobbled, some just... rised to the top.
some just have to fight in between those chaos. there's never a perfect life.
i just dont wanna regret.

i firmly believe that you live and learn, if you dont, then you might just need to drug out and get shot.

im talking about many things. way too many. heh.

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the extra-a-day trip

so mr eric pedley has free tickets for sunway lagoon, so the main reason of us all going down was for that. and of course we had tremendous fun. my first trip with them, paul, eric, joanne and justin.

justin and eric

me and joanne

we were actually gonna leave a day after sunway lagoon-ing. but eric's cousin had a plan of us that is to go for gokart. so yea we stayed till evening for that. but in the end it was a disappointment. we went to two tracks and it was all already closed. bummer.
so we headed to asia cafe for dinner.

i decided to stay the night at jade's and yea we partied at borneo with her boss and few friends.
richard was supposed to meet us there but he ditched us. well, it's not exactly like that but haha in a way he did! haha.

met up with hem and ken nie for supper! jade and i were so tired but i insisted on meeting hem before i leave the next day. haven't seen that fella for quite a while now. i missed him.

we reached the island late in the evening on valentine's! burned out as hell. the tired energy in me was collapsing my whole body down. the journey was supposed to be at 7 in the morning. but most of them, especially the driver, paul, got wasted the night before and me being their walking alarm clock is a waste of time.

many things happened that night. hm. but oh well, i spent my valentine's with two buddies. paul and eric. wanted to go to ss and mois to meet up with kimz and wee lee. but heck it was so packed! we did not even step into any clubs. we were at mr.pot for the food and smoky jack for the drinks and again late night supper at mr.pot again.

eric

paul

what a night.


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t'hotpusam

thaipusam! never experienced it before.
but yesterday i did. it was hot, sweaty, and packed.
went with d, aunty susan (her mum), ivan (her cousin) and revathy (her classmate).
i actually walked up the hill to the temple and all the way down again. phew... it was a quite a walk.
i was sweating like a pig. i don't sweat like that ok. unless i'm on a trackmill. haha.
damn.. i got a tan and a sunburn.* i love tan skin * wink wink

the quote of the day.
ahem.
'it is not about the sunburn, the sweat or the heat, it is about the JOURNEY!'

man... i love thaipusam!

next year.=)

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solemn stillness lay

hm. i was just about to lay my head to rest, something then came involuntarily into my mind. many disparate thoughts gelled in my hung-over brain. heh.

i miss them. my friends. my whackiest classmates ever. so what if we're the noisiest class? or naughtiest? sure, we had our ups and downs, those girl/bull fights , being pushed to overload by some bitches, talking or shouting at a tone of voice which is a slap in the face, getting the unnerving stares from enemies. that's the whole fun of it! sigh. 11 years with them, the years go by as quickly as a wink.double sigh.

there's always a day when they're leaving. everyone. even me.
i spend almost half my life with my close ones, they're the ones who i know that even the biggest fight has no chance to ever break us up. i just hate the fact that i know that time would come for a roll call time for us to give each other the last hug.

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