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have you ever felt so urghhhh erggghhhh irgggghhhhh??! eventhough you're shouting, no one hears you? yea. it feels like ripping off an expensive top!

what else?

what else can i do?

two books cover

i was reading back my old posts, and there was a blog i blogged about choices. (2008) well, yes, there is definitely a list of choices in life, and it depends on which one you'd choose. so, i guess from the way things turn out, it looks like i've been choosing the not-so-right ones. ... some. or im just trying to prove myself wrong in the decisions i made. something's definitely wrong with me. ah. blame the part of the brain which controls emotions. but you know what, im a virgo, i cant help it. so what if im a clean freak, but there is always a mess somewhere hidden under the bed or in the closet (if you have not noticed) , and so what if i evoke negative feelings? but something you should know about a virgo, we 'virgos' have uncanny sense of our surroundings, people, so before getting to know a virgo, i suggest you read about us, just so to avoid problems. heh

life is base on a series of choices. everyone goes from choosing the wrong one to the right one, and some of them know it is wrong but yet wants it to be right, or trying to turn it into right, am i right?

ok. im off to watch some dvds.

po po po poker FACE

i am currently dealing with STRESS. the main source of STRESS is of course ,the university itself.
so much to do, so little time. such a cliche and yet its true. eventhough my assignments are not as much as it were before, (because i was doing it of course) i still have so much to do, search this and that, copy this and that, design this and that, stupid stuff, but fun. *weird* my finals is only less than two weeks away, my progress is... 0% sigh. i would love to work on my finals now, but i have others to do as well. SH*T. these two minutes im taking now, to blog, i could have used the two minutes to take out my pencils. aihhhhhh. aosfhsh\fwyefsdbfamsnffie.
bye!!!

b

...so.. my last update was in *coughs* march. what have i been up to yea? ... gee... i dont know, im tired. my brain is not in a thinking mode right now.
ah. i went to kuching, school trip. more and more assignments. hm. speaking of school, my semester is coming to an end soon, 3 more weeks, which means 3 more weeks of torture and stress and sleepless nights! sigh. architecture, architorture.
and now.. i better get back to my assignment. this..!
pfft... bye now

b.

shoot me. im a girl

i sometimes am embarrassed by my own gender. yes, he'd pick her over you among all the other girls, so just back off now and its time for you to get your own .