what else?

what else can i do?

two books cover

i was reading back my old posts, and there was a blog i blogged about choices. (2008) well, yes, there is definitely a list of choices in life, and it depends on which one you'd choose. so, i guess from the way things turn out, it looks like i've been choosing the not-so-right ones. ... some. or im just trying to prove myself wrong in the decisions i made. something's definitely wrong with me. ah. blame the part of the brain which controls emotions. but you know what, im a virgo, i cant help it. so what if im a clean freak, but there is always a mess somewhere hidden under the bed or in the closet (if you have not noticed) , and so what if i evoke negative feelings? but something you should know about a virgo, we 'virgos' have uncanny sense of our surroundings, people, so before getting to know a virgo, i suggest you read about us, just so to avoid problems. heh

life is base on a series of choices. everyone goes from choosing the wrong one to the right one, and some of them know it is wrong but yet wants it to be right, or trying to turn it into right, am i right?

ok. im off to watch some dvds.

po po po poker FACE

i am currently dealing with STRESS. the main source of STRESS is of course ,the university itself.
so much to do, so little time. such a cliche and yet its true. eventhough my assignments are not as much as it were before, (because i was doing it of course) i still have so much to do, search this and that, copy this and that, design this and that, stupid stuff, but fun. *weird* my finals is only less than two weeks away, my progress is... 0% sigh. i would love to work on my finals now, but i have others to do as well. SH*T. these two minutes im taking now, to blog, i could have used the two minutes to take out my pencils. aihhhhhh. aosfhsh\fwyefsdbfamsnffie.
bye!!!

b

...so.. my last update was in *coughs* march. what have i been up to yea? ... gee... i dont know, im tired. my brain is not in a thinking mode right now.
ah. i went to kuching, school trip. more and more assignments. hm. speaking of school, my semester is coming to an end soon, 3 more weeks, which means 3 more weeks of torture and stress and sleepless nights! sigh. architecture, architorture.
and now.. i better get back to my assignment. this..!
pfft... bye now

b.

shoot me. im a girl

i sometimes am embarrassed by my own gender. yes, he'd pick her over you among all the other girls, so just back off now and its time for you to get your own .

no.

who's gonna tell me its the wrong way to put the memory card in my camera?

counting on ..

up to now, im still thinking what is there left to count? days? time? its just a shit part of your life where it would tear down the whole side of a wonderful life of yours you thought you were having.
my fear is actually the journey of my life. where ? with who? yes i love surprises, but when it comes down to this.. i would rather know what's gonna happen..
i need signs! i hate this so much..when its time, it is time. guess i have to accept that.

i know when to go away and trust me i know when to come closer.

and so last night, drunk! but im glad i was with him.


geez.. time flies. sigh.

my boyfriend says..

her boyfriend sat down on his squeeky chair.
his girlfriend said "im gonna blog now, havent been blogging for quite some time"
" you're just gonna say, my stupid boyfriend is playing his stupid game'' says the mister.
so the girlfriend...

my stupid boyfriend is playing his STUPID game.

and yes, that's my stupid boyfriend. too bad i love him. ;D

emotional injury

life is a series of hellos and goodbyes yea? time goes by so fast. people walk in and out of your life. how can everything in life be so vulnerable?
sometimes the best thing to do is to hold up your head high, blink back all the tears and say goodbye.

i would let you go because i know you're worth holding onto.

flying with the mister

the day has finally arrived. will be leaving to bangkok tomorrow.. with the mister. =)

heh, sorry mrblog, i'll see you after 2 weeks. ;)

b.

day out with mr october

had a movie marathon, haha. well, not really but we watched two movies, one after the another,
the chipmunks and the morgans. then tony roma's. aha! and i kinda bombed the place with my skills in opening the tomato sauce bottle.

haha. what a day. and i got back home missing the mister

4 more days. =)
b.

twenty ten

new year's celebration in el habanero, capsquare. not quite like a pack party place but it was good. less crowded more space.

happy 2010 people!

..

some things are not meant to be easy. those some things might not be easy because of something. that something is something which is definitely are not meant to be changed. sometimes, some things are better to be left unchanged.

b.

thoughts

i was doing some thinking in the head. and it was just playing around with words of 'do's and donts' . =) no reason why, heh.

see you mrblog.

but, should ay?

b.

last second. =)

i've been listening to this song, didnt know i had this song in my playlist till the first day of new year. im not really a big fan of her's but this song is just .... nice. =)

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

'already gone' by kelly clarkson
it'd be better if neyo sang it. =)

b.

happy birthday2010