no.

who's gonna tell me its the wrong way to put the memory card in my camera?

counting on ..

up to now, im still thinking what is there left to count? days? time? its just a shit part of your life where it would tear down the whole side of a wonderful life of yours you thought you were having.
my fear is actually the journey of my life. where ? with who? yes i love surprises, but when it comes down to this.. i would rather know what's gonna happen..
i need signs! i hate this so much..when its time, it is time. guess i have to accept that.

i know when to go away and trust me i know when to come closer.

and so last night, drunk! but im glad i was with him.


geez.. time flies. sigh.

my boyfriend says..

her boyfriend sat down on his squeeky chair.
his girlfriend said "im gonna blog now, havent been blogging for quite some time"
" you're just gonna say, my stupid boyfriend is playing his stupid game'' says the mister.
so the girlfriend...

my stupid boyfriend is playing his STUPID game.

and yes, that's my stupid boyfriend. too bad i love him. ;D

emotional injury

life is a series of hellos and goodbyes yea? time goes by so fast. people walk in and out of your life. how can everything in life be so vulnerable?
sometimes the best thing to do is to hold up your head high, blink back all the tears and say goodbye.

i would let you go because i know you're worth holding onto.