wedding song plays*

ah. finally! my eldest sister is married now. well, its time for them to get married. no, its not like the eh, too old, time to get married, its just that they've been together for what 7/8 years now. the wedding was on 23rd novemeber2008. i've been so busy and lazy to blog about my everyday life after exam ends. so yeah late update you'll get from this blog. haha.

ok. pictures.

church ceremony.


the best friends



the champagne

the godparents

the family

the sisters

the cousins

my niece

the friends

ah.what a night.

b.

guess who's back?

OMG!
those months of toils, sweat and effort finally come to an end! i've done it!
no more school books, no more perdagangan, no more history no more other subjects!

looking forward to many things that is going to happen , or supposed to happened, and yet it is going to!

i miss sunrise now. i think it misses me more! heh. it's so wierd to not be there now, with my books, studying with ryn, con, juv and sab. we've been studying round the clock every single day, or well.. can i say which is barely an exaggeration. haha. we talked and laughed most of the time. but yea, we enjoyed every single moment in SUNRISE.
sure, it hadn't been a bed of roses , it had been 2 months of struggling to make it end. i miss it now! but what the heck! i've completed the laborious task. and now im breathing in the freedom fumes!

ahhh..

a day like this calls for a night out! but sadly, i'm not feeling well! blarhh. just gonna ride in with rach to drop jade's mummy to the airport.

later blog.

b

you were that stick i puffed

that got me addicted

never felt something so strong

didnt want to check into rehab

stayed on

now..

couldn't recognise you

different taste, different smell

you were my favourite drug

you were ONCE that addiction

b.

what happened?

uhh hmm i question mark.

a day of weariness, thoughts and decisions. =)
should i or should i not?
i partied for 2 hours! it was keshure's birthday last night. i went for his party few hours back at his place. decided to go in the end.... well, hm?

happy 16th you.

b.

incessant propaganda of fear

these few weeks DEMAND a pretty strict adherence to schedules and rules, unfortunately!

SO YEA,

too much coffee, inadequate sleep, and the skin is paying the price.

b.

18 more days.

she does what she does. i do too

sabrina and i planned to go to school today , i thought. *raise eyebrow* so i woke up pretty early for school and yea it was so so early, so i said to myself, five more minutes and i'll be up! it's been quite a while that i wake up to the early mornings. i knew that getting out of the bed in the morning is like many things in life, was much worse in the premeditation than in the actual fact, but i had to!

so the alarm rang. bloody hell, it was so loud! (didnt know my cell could be that loud) hoping that i would be able to slap the clock before it bursts into life! it could scream my whole room down.

i checked my phone, and read two texts from S. one of em' is '..... not going to school ' i could have guessed that so. that is why i set my alarm at 7.45. haha! after a decades of friendship, i've developed an awareness of her that sometimes borders on telepathy.

just realised something. i see this woman practically every single day. and today, we wont be meeting up ! thank god. sometimes i would secretly raise two clenched fists high up to heaven and demand to know what i had done in my past life to get lumbered with her. haha!

but i still love you S!

b.

a sense of discovery

ah.
my hand smells of ladybird

b.

confused clothes. i pity you.

here is the thing, i have an awful lot of clothes and they're always here and there, even if they're in the closet, it'll be slipshod, in a choas, different compartments. disregarding time-consuming niceties like folding, i waded through the multicoloured swamp of the closet just to look for a tee. i get paranoid at times.

perhaps its time to get some highlights done.

ok. during the afternoon, i went to the education centre at dickens road to talk to the consultant there. and she gave me a bountiful of books about courses and colleges and universities.




this sets the clock in my mind for an alarm, it just went off. the secret to get things done is to act!

*clicks the switch*

b.

burgeoning bookworms.hah

My life has been a series of easy yet so many choices. but now, there's only A CHOICE. so sick in the head, thinking that life's scheduled up, planned by someone, do what was planned or being told like a dutiful soldier. ahhh. my perfect world starts to crumble AGAIN.

blarh. another boring day with books, and yea with sabrina.
studied, talked, laughed, got distracted and took a whole slew of pictures.

but here's a few





b.

*shouts*

i have a blog!

b.

newflanged!

blog. me blog. i blog? (oh, i do now. haha! )
blog? my blog? my space? my nong-nongs? scribbles? my chin-chai-bo-chai? hm. i can just go on with my no end and excessive in length of list of these headings for my blog.

okay. The 'Wh' questions. why, what, how ( and why is how in the 'wh' word? oooo. this is the only question that you can use two different 'whs' in a question, i think so. heh. ) i created this 'chin-chai-bo-chai' 'bianca's chin-chai-bo-chai'. aww, sounds so cute. mummy, you should have named me that, my FULL name. or maybe chin chai bianca bo chai. haha.

yea okay, why?
because i wanna CUBA
what?
what's what?
how?
CUBA forced me

hm. hm? not quite sure what am i going to chin-chai-bo-chai in my nong-nongs. hah! i used the 'nongs'
well, its gonna be a mixture of asnkjdiuegnadmasdaisdmasndamwjehqnbx
ah. that brings alleviation of distress . ( im not having any mental pain ) dont know why,no reason for that, but whenever i type erratically on the keyboard, it feels good. dont you? haha.

clouds in my coffee ? what do you think b? b: i like it!
wanna know why ? ah, secret.
read my blog, you'll soon figure it out yourself .
*smiles*

*end of the prologue*

b.