im a junior!

do you remember what its like on the first day of kindergarten? everyone knows what kids do on their first day, and they think they know what they did on their first day, can you exactly remember what you did? honestly i cant remember my first day. there are many different types of people. some are the shy type, some are those who desperately need friends so they wouldnt be alone, some are just ..i dont know. a loner i guess...

my class is starting next monday, so yeah, meeting new people, new friends.' new best friends.' hahaha! especially new roommates and housemates.

the point is, im actually going to college now!! i dont know anyone there, and in the freshman's year. feels like when i was 7 years old, standard 1 waiting to be in standard 6.

the only think is that there wont be any booksmart student or the nerd of the year who always gets first in class tryna impress the parents with good grades bla bla bla, but there are only gonna be the capable ones, competitions between the competetive ones, the real skill and talent. this is the real deal.

i bet im gonna s p r e a d myself real thin this time, doing this and that at the same time. sigh

but this is that part of life where you tip toe your way up. i'll tyr to jump.haha. 7 years of tip-toe-ing? i'll ended up having no feet. double sigh. i'll see what brings.

i'll definitely miss penang, last year i was so eager to go to kl but now .. i just dont. penang is the laid back relaxing place to be in, whereas kl? the first thing you'll hear or smell when you open the window are the smell of gasses and the honkings of vehicles. so noisy. i feel like a grandmother, haha. but yea, its a very hectic city . besides, im not ready to live in a city yet. triple sigh.

but im ready to see the drama of my college. i hope im the audience. haha.

packed my bags, physically ready to move. *shouting*

how can you leave this ?

but my college is moving to a better environment than the one it is located in now. in september i guess. this is the new one.

isnt it pretty? i have this thing for pretty places.

but i'll be coming back to penang quite often, i hope.

b.